Dear bloggy,
hari ni aku dah decide..this is my final decision..I'm gonna avoid her for the rest of the week..no more trying..I'm gonna do this and this is my final decision..starting tomorrow,I'm not gonna talk to her unless it's about study..huh..I don't know if I'm making a right decision..god,why must this all happens to me???what did I do wrong..after one problem,another problem come..easy to say,for this whole year I don't think I never had no problems..no wonder,recently I think I had a high blood pressure..well,I just guess..my dad said I just need to meditate a little...I'll try..
Monday, April 27, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
SUKANTARA..
Dear bloggy,
come on come on say,jebat 2x..say jebat say,we can do we can fight,come on jebat fight,fight..hahah..kitorang mng sukantara..best lah..tapi x nak bangga sgt..dosa tau..nanti kalah lak hari sukan..doa jer lah..mcm2 dah berlaku hari ni..jom start dari awal pagi..
awal pagi tadi,waktu tgh beratur,ada bdk india ni..dier kuang ajar nak mampos lah kirenyer..pendek citer..aku nampak kawan2 aku suruh bdk tuh ke dpn tapi bdk tuh kuang ajar..jadi,selaku penolong ketua pengawas(bukan nak bangga tau..huhu)pergilah tgk..aq suruh bdk tuh simpan barang yang dier pegang tuh..dier degil..aku apa lagi..aku tariklah dier ke dpn..punya lah berat..sume pandang aku..ada yang sorak..bangga lah kot..hahah..rupanyer ramai yang xleh bawak dier ke dpn sebab dier tuh berat sgt...hahah..dah jadi hulk ke aku??
pastu,kitorang buat lompat tinggi dan lumba lari..mcm biasa lah..aku x pass..aku ni lemah giler part ni..huhu..but still,aku dpt sumbangkan markah ...oklah tu..anyway,pastu,kitorang gi rht..mcm biasa..pastu,ada ceramah..I don't know..but I don't really like the motivater..how could he said that I may not getting 5A inUPSR..who do you think he is..I hate him..bal bla bla..
bloggy,
pastu,aku balik lwt skit sebab kls tambahan batal..hahah..(bets lorh)aku n sitikus gi duduk kat pondok tgk bdk laki main bola..ada lah `si dia'..huhu..best lorh..I love him..huhu..
Love.
Hanis
come on come on say,jebat 2x..say jebat say,we can do we can fight,come on jebat fight,fight..hahah..kitorang mng sukantara..best lah..tapi x nak bangga sgt..dosa tau..nanti kalah lak hari sukan..doa jer lah..mcm2 dah berlaku hari ni..jom start dari awal pagi..
awal pagi tadi,waktu tgh beratur,ada bdk india ni..dier kuang ajar nak mampos lah kirenyer..pendek citer..aku nampak kawan2 aku suruh bdk tuh ke dpn tapi bdk tuh kuang ajar..jadi,selaku penolong ketua pengawas(bukan nak bangga tau..huhu)pergilah tgk..aq suruh bdk tuh simpan barang yang dier pegang tuh..dier degil..aku apa lagi..aku tariklah dier ke dpn..punya lah berat..sume pandang aku..ada yang sorak..bangga lah kot..hahah..rupanyer ramai yang xleh bawak dier ke dpn sebab dier tuh berat sgt...hahah..dah jadi hulk ke aku??
pastu,kitorang buat lompat tinggi dan lumba lari..mcm biasa lah..aku x pass..aku ni lemah giler part ni..huhu..but still,aku dpt sumbangkan markah ...oklah tu..anyway,pastu,kitorang gi rht..mcm biasa..pastu,ada ceramah..I don't know..but I don't really like the motivater..how could he said that I may not getting 5A inUPSR..who do you think he is..I hate him..bal bla bla..
bloggy,
pastu,aku balik lwt skit sebab kls tambahan batal..hahah..(bets lorh)aku n sitikus gi duduk kat pondok tgk bdk laki main bola..ada lah `si dia'..huhu..best lorh..I love him..huhu..
Love.
Hanis
Sunday, April 19, 2009
PENING!!
Dear bloggy,
pening,pening,pening..itu lah perkataan yang boleh tafsirkan kepala dan perasaan diriku sekarang..mcm niceritanyer,hari tuh,waktu kuiz kerjaya aku dan siti sms ngan epul..pastu,siti tau yang aku suka kat epul pastu dier pergi ajak epul jadi couple ngan dier dpn mata aku lagi..aku sedihlah..sebab epul setuju..aku tak sangka dier sanggup khianat aku..babi itu budak..
bloggy,
ko faham lah perasaan aku skang kan??bayang kan lah best friend ko sendiri sanggup khianat ko dpn mata lagi..tak sangka dier buat mcm tuh..aku ingat dier dah berubah..pastu,dier kata dier tak kisah kalau aku nak sms ker call ngan epul..tapi,epul jenis yang setia sebab tuh aku sukat dier anyway..dier takut siti marah kalau aku selalu sms ngan dier..
baru2 ni jugak dier kata siti dah mula control epul..I don't care the damn thing about that anyway..what's the point if I sms with him more but he's still hers..whenever I sms with him,he will talk about nothing else except about that bitch..OH GOD!!I hate her so much..
bloggy,
dier pulak tuh dah ada megat cukup lah..hari tuh,epul suruh dier pilih antara epul dan megat..dier pilih epul..dier tuh bukan suka kat epul pon..nanti dier akan mainkan perasaan epul..sian dier..dier tuh playgirl..aku tak tau lah..napa sume benda aku dier nak rampas??kakak aku,jawapan aku,buah hati aku,nama aku..sume dier nak tiru..
ni masalahnyer,aku x mau persahabatan kami berakhir..aku syg kan dier..tapi..aku x rasa kitorang boleh berkawan kalau mcm ni..ADUH!!!PENINGNYER!!!TLG LAH AKU..ANYBODY???
pening,pening,pening..itu lah perkataan yang boleh tafsirkan kepala dan perasaan diriku sekarang..mcm niceritanyer,hari tuh,waktu kuiz kerjaya aku dan siti sms ngan epul..pastu,siti tau yang aku suka kat epul pastu dier pergi ajak epul jadi couple ngan dier dpn mata aku lagi..aku sedihlah..sebab epul setuju..aku tak sangka dier sanggup khianat aku..babi itu budak..
bloggy,
ko faham lah perasaan aku skang kan??bayang kan lah best friend ko sendiri sanggup khianat ko dpn mata lagi..tak sangka dier buat mcm tuh..aku ingat dier dah berubah..pastu,dier kata dier tak kisah kalau aku nak sms ker call ngan epul..tapi,epul jenis yang setia sebab tuh aku sukat dier anyway..dier takut siti marah kalau aku selalu sms ngan dier..
baru2 ni jugak dier kata siti dah mula control epul..I don't care the damn thing about that anyway..what's the point if I sms with him more but he's still hers..whenever I sms with him,he will talk about nothing else except about that bitch..OH GOD!!I hate her so much..
bloggy,
dier pulak tuh dah ada megat cukup lah..hari tuh,epul suruh dier pilih antara epul dan megat..dier pilih epul..dier tuh bukan suka kat epul pon..nanti dier akan mainkan perasaan epul..sian dier..dier tuh playgirl..aku tak tau lah..napa sume benda aku dier nak rampas??kakak aku,jawapan aku,buah hati aku,nama aku..sume dier nak tiru..
ni masalahnyer,aku x mau persahabatan kami berakhir..aku syg kan dier..tapi..aku x rasa kitorang boleh berkawan kalau mcm ni..ADUH!!!PENINGNYER!!!TLG LAH AKU..ANYBODY???
Friday, April 17, 2009
My feelings...
"day after day,time pass away,and i just can't get you off my mind"
memang betul..dier selalu ada dalam fikiran aku..tak boleh blah ker??hehe..
"nobody knows,i hide it inside,i keep on searching but I can't find"
well,not exactly true..some of my friends know it..but there's this one who is such a bitch...
"the courage to show,to letting you know,i never felt so much love before and once again,I'm thinking about,taking the easy way out"
It is true cause all of the guys I ever liked..I love him the most..
"but if i let you go,I willl never know,what my life would be,holding you close to me,will I ever see,you smiling back at me,how will I know,if i let you go"
Yeah..If I let him go,he maybe will never smile at me or talk to me like now..but what's the point when he's now belong to that bitch,selfish,stupid fucking siti nurul jannah..
"night after night,i hear myself say,why can't this feelings,just fade away"
yeah..I just wanted it to be over..I can't do anything when he's in my head..he's the only one for me..
"there's no one like you,you speak to my heart,it's such a shame,we're world's apart.."
it is true..he's really close to me and it was like he really do speak to my heart...
"I'm to shy to ask,i'm too proud to lose,but sooner of later,i've gotta choose,once again,i'm thinking about,taking the easy way out"
yep,that's my life..too shy to ask bot too proud to lose..yeah..I gotta make a quick decision..should I give up and forget about him but then,my life would be empty and it's like there's no reason to live..
SOMEONE,HELP ME!!!
Siti,after you read this,you may know ho tortured I am..so,you have a brain?use it and think about my feelings and his when he knows you are such a BITCH!!!!
memang betul..dier selalu ada dalam fikiran aku..tak boleh blah ker??hehe..
"nobody knows,i hide it inside,i keep on searching but I can't find"
well,not exactly true..some of my friends know it..but there's this one who is such a bitch...
"the courage to show,to letting you know,i never felt so much love before and once again,I'm thinking about,taking the easy way out"
It is true cause all of the guys I ever liked..I love him the most..
"but if i let you go,I willl never know,what my life would be,holding you close to me,will I ever see,you smiling back at me,how will I know,if i let you go"
Yeah..If I let him go,he maybe will never smile at me or talk to me like now..but what's the point when he's now belong to that bitch,selfish,stupid fucking siti nurul jannah..
"night after night,i hear myself say,why can't this feelings,just fade away"
yeah..I just wanted it to be over..I can't do anything when he's in my head..he's the only one for me..
"there's no one like you,you speak to my heart,it's such a shame,we're world's apart.."
it is true..he's really close to me and it was like he really do speak to my heart...
"I'm to shy to ask,i'm too proud to lose,but sooner of later,i've gotta choose,once again,i'm thinking about,taking the easy way out"
yep,that's my life..too shy to ask bot too proud to lose..yeah..I gotta make a quick decision..should I give up and forget about him but then,my life would be empty and it's like there's no reason to live..
SOMEONE,HELP ME!!!
Siti,after you read this,you may know ho tortured I am..so,you have a brain?use it and think about my feelings and his when he knows you are such a BITCH!!!!
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Bersalah nyer..
Dear bloggy,
sori sgt tau dah lama tak tulis..sebenar nyer bukan bz sgt pon..mls jer nak tulis..boleh diperbetulkan tuh..type sebenarnyer..heheh..sempat buat lawak lagi..apa lawaknyer pon aku tak faham..anyway,jom citer...
bloggy,
hari tu,khauseliah cakap yang siti azlin bagitau dier yang aiman ambik gambar kitorang tukar baju..kitorang terkejut beruk lah..kitorang sume tak caya..(sebenarnyer,aku percaya mula2 tuh..)pastu,siti,jenny dan azmina tak silap aku..pergi terus report kat cikgu..aku baru nak bagitau diorang jgn report sebab kitorang takda bukti..baru jer nak pesan..sedar2,diorang dah hilang..aku nampak diorang kat dlm bilik guru...
yang geramnyer diorang terus bagitau cikgu..tanpa bukti..tindakan terus melulu betul...rasa terkejut ada lah..tapi nak buat mcm mana diorang dah bagitau cikgu..tak leh nakbuat aper2..tak kan nak tarik balik kot..nanti cikgu mrh..
bloggy,
esoknyer,cikgu tanya azlin betul ker dier nampak tapi dier kata khauseliah yang bagitau dier..tapi khauseliah kata azlin yang bagitau dier..aku rasa khauseliah yang mencipta cerita..cikgu kata cikgu dah mrh aiman..kitorang apa lagi..terkejut lah..cikgu kata cikgu dah marah aiman..kitorang marah lah..kitorang kata jgn kata aper2..nanti aiman tak dtg sekolah..kitorang takut aiman marah kat kitorang..
skang kitorang tahu yang aiman tak bersalah sebab kitorang btahu diorang tak akan buat mcm tuh..mmg kdg2 dier jahat tapi aku tak rasa dier akan buat mcm tuh..kesian dier..skang,kitorang kena cari jalan untuk bersihkan nama aiman..
bloggy,
mak aku kata suruh org yang report kat cikgu tuh minta maaf kat aiman dan cikgu..mak kau tak kasi aku buat sebab aku takde kena mengena..kalau ikiut undang2 pon,aku tak bersalah..tapi,still aku nak tolong..aku tak kesian katb diorang sume..aku kesian kat aiman jer...
Love you all,
Hanis
sori sgt tau dah lama tak tulis..sebenar nyer bukan bz sgt pon..mls jer nak tulis..boleh diperbetulkan tuh..type sebenarnyer..heheh..sempat buat lawak lagi..apa lawaknyer pon aku tak faham..anyway,jom citer...
bloggy,
hari tu,khauseliah cakap yang siti azlin bagitau dier yang aiman ambik gambar kitorang tukar baju..kitorang terkejut beruk lah..kitorang sume tak caya..(sebenarnyer,aku percaya mula2 tuh..)pastu,siti,jenny dan azmina tak silap aku..pergi terus report kat cikgu..aku baru nak bagitau diorang jgn report sebab kitorang takda bukti..baru jer nak pesan..sedar2,diorang dah hilang..aku nampak diorang kat dlm bilik guru...
yang geramnyer diorang terus bagitau cikgu..tanpa bukti..tindakan terus melulu betul...rasa terkejut ada lah..tapi nak buat mcm mana diorang dah bagitau cikgu..tak leh nakbuat aper2..tak kan nak tarik balik kot..nanti cikgu mrh..
bloggy,
esoknyer,cikgu tanya azlin betul ker dier nampak tapi dier kata khauseliah yang bagitau dier..tapi khauseliah kata azlin yang bagitau dier..aku rasa khauseliah yang mencipta cerita..cikgu kata cikgu dah mrh aiman..kitorang apa lagi..terkejut lah..cikgu kata cikgu dah marah aiman..kitorang marah lah..kitorang kata jgn kata aper2..nanti aiman tak dtg sekolah..kitorang takut aiman marah kat kitorang..
skang kitorang tahu yang aiman tak bersalah sebab kitorang btahu diorang tak akan buat mcm tuh..mmg kdg2 dier jahat tapi aku tak rasa dier akan buat mcm tuh..kesian dier..skang,kitorang kena cari jalan untuk bersihkan nama aiman..
bloggy,
mak aku kata suruh org yang report kat cikgu tuh minta maaf kat aiman dan cikgu..mak kau tak kasi aku buat sebab aku takde kena mengena..kalau ikiut undang2 pon,aku tak bersalah..tapi,still aku nak tolong..aku tak kesian katb diorang sume..aku kesian kat aiman jer...
Love you all,
Hanis
Thursday, April 2, 2009
LOVE IS FUCK!!
Dear bloggy,
have you ever been in love and you think he's the one for you..every time,you look in his eyes,your heart just stop thumping..and you can't even pay attention in everything you do when he's there with you..and you think he is the most perfect wonderful guy in the world..
And what would you feel when one day he have met this other perfect grily-girl who has no brain at all and think about nothing else except looking sexy and get a guy fall for them..I don't even know what he looks at this stupid girl..
And sometimes,when it's late at night you can't sleep just because of him..And everything in your mind is nothing except for him..and sometimes,you just got extremely jealous of your friends who are always close to him..and then,one day,he just turned into this selfish,obnoxious,dummy guy..I don't even know what I see in this guy..
I think I deserve a better guy than he is..he is a dummy,his science marks is much to low for a senior..he has just turned himself from this perfect,sweet,innocent guy into obnoxious,selfesh and stupid guy..well done if you want to broke my heart..you just did it..and if you read this,and you think this is you..Don't get mad at me cause I didn't say it was you ok??Anyway,the conclusion is people always said that love is blind..well,it is..and it is also a fucking thing..
This lyrics is all about love and my feeling..(well,my thoughts)
It's a heartache
Nothing but a heartache
Hits you when it's too late
Hits you when you're down
It's a fool's game
Nothing but a fool's game
Standing in the cold rain
Feeling like a clown.
It's a heartache
Nothing but a heartache.
Love him till your arms break
Then he lets you down.
It ain't right with love to share
When you find he doesn't care for you.
It ain't wise to need someone
As much as I depended on you.
It's a heartache
Nothing but a heartache
Hits you when it's too late
. . .
It ain't r'ight with love to share
. . .
Oh it's a heartache
Nothing but a heartache.
Love him till your arms break
Then he let's you down
It's a fool's game
Standing in the cold rain
Feeling like a clown.
It's a heartache
Love him till your arms break
Then he let's you down
It's a heartache
have you ever been in love and you think he's the one for you..every time,you look in his eyes,your heart just stop thumping..and you can't even pay attention in everything you do when he's there with you..and you think he is the most perfect wonderful guy in the world..
And what would you feel when one day he have met this other perfect grily-girl who has no brain at all and think about nothing else except looking sexy and get a guy fall for them..I don't even know what he looks at this stupid girl..
And sometimes,when it's late at night you can't sleep just because of him..And everything in your mind is nothing except for him..and sometimes,you just got extremely jealous of your friends who are always close to him..and then,one day,he just turned into this selfish,obnoxious,dummy guy..I don't even know what I see in this guy..
I think I deserve a better guy than he is..he is a dummy,his science marks is much to low for a senior..he has just turned himself from this perfect,sweet,innocent guy into obnoxious,selfesh and stupid guy..well done if you want to broke my heart..you just did it..and if you read this,and you think this is you..Don't get mad at me cause I didn't say it was you ok??Anyway,the conclusion is people always said that love is blind..well,it is..and it is also a fucking thing..
This lyrics is all about love and my feeling..(well,my thoughts)
It's a heartache
Nothing but a heartache
Hits you when it's too late
Hits you when you're down
It's a fool's game
Nothing but a fool's game
Standing in the cold rain
Feeling like a clown.
It's a heartache
Nothing but a heartache.
Love him till your arms break
Then he lets you down.
It ain't right with love to share
When you find he doesn't care for you.
It ain't wise to need someone
As much as I depended on you.
It's a heartache
Nothing but a heartache
Hits you when it's too late
. . .
It ain't r'ight with love to share
. . .
Oh it's a heartache
Nothing but a heartache.
Love him till your arms break
Then he let's you down
It's a fool's game
Standing in the cold rain
Feeling like a clown.
It's a heartache
Love him till your arms break
Then he let's you down
It's a heartache
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